Emoticon/ Lexicon: Insatiable/ Delectable
I have to admit, more often that most, I have this deep unquenchable thirst for everything worth having. I want more excitement, I want more peace, more space & more attention. More friends, sex, spirituality, lovers, food, muscles, money, music, flavors, knowledge, experiences, time, freedom, clothes, alcohol & books (not necessarily in that order). Yes, I have to admit I am the personification of greed.
And so begins the 2-part story of my greedy weekend…
The Friday Emo(t)icon: Markus Schulz overwhelms Zouk, KL
Yes, not many may know him, but Markus Schulz is one of the top twenty DJs in the world. Sure he shares this title wit nineteen other DJs but what’s special about him is his own personal brand of emotion stirring trance music. Well, that and he is pretty darn do-able. With Carnie out of town & Slutboy tied up at work, I went down to the city with a new guy who shares a similar passion for trance. Yes he is cute but no I haven’t slept with him.
Upon arrival, we shared 2 jugs of Long Island Tea which we never did get around to finishing. But we didn’t need to. They were super strong and they got us super high! Higher than the highest kite I let my emotions take over as I swayed to the music. With my eyes half opened & my body unable to stay still, I let the beats depict my feelings & movements. Yes, I have been accused of being over emotional by many but something about the rhythm, base & vocals that just heightened my senses to a whole new level.
When Slutboy finally arrived, I part of me was overjoyed. I know all too well the value of a good friend who shares a passion. At times like these do have to remind myself that there is no need to obsess about such things and just enjoy the time.
Scoff if you must, but I felt as if I was performing the joyous interpretive dance of everything that was ever wrong with my life. Sad yet happy? Is that even possible?
Freedom from,
Sorrow like there is no tomorrow from a time long gone,
Rejection from a lover of which I almost didn’t recover,
Physical attraction for man just discovered,
Hunger for a human touch,
Fear of the unknown future,
Guilt & anger stemming from unfulfilled promises,
Unwanted neediness & obsessive compulsiveness…
They all bled from my aura & yet I was totally elated. I really don’t know if anyone feels the way I feel when I dance intoxicated as I really don’t know how to describe the feeling to others. How do you describe what happens after a few beers to someone who has never had alcohol? Harder yet, how do you describe emo-trance to someone who has never listen to any trance tracks before? Combine the two in a twisted mind & you have me at my pinnacle of peace. Sad, happy & now peaceful? The fucker’s nuts!
When Markus Schulz played tracks like ‘Without You Near’ and ‘In Your Loving Arms’, OMGoat my mild melted & I was dancing 5 inches above the floor! I’d love to tell you that you will simply love the music. But the relationship I and my feelings have with the music is a personal one. My best advice is to listen to the tracks yourself. I don’t guarantee it will do anything for you, but you would be a bit closer to my heart. Does any of this make sense to you?
And so begins the 2-part story of my greedy weekend…
The Friday Emo(t)icon: Markus Schulz overwhelms Zouk, KL
Yes, not many may know him, but Markus Schulz is one of the top twenty DJs in the world. Sure he shares this title wit nineteen other DJs but what’s special about him is his own personal brand of emotion stirring trance music. Well, that and he is pretty darn do-able. With Carnie out of town & Slutboy tied up at work, I went down to the city with a new guy who shares a similar passion for trance. Yes he is cute but no I haven’t slept with him.
Upon arrival, we shared 2 jugs of Long Island Tea which we never did get around to finishing. But we didn’t need to. They were super strong and they got us super high! Higher than the highest kite I let my emotions take over as I swayed to the music. With my eyes half opened & my body unable to stay still, I let the beats depict my feelings & movements. Yes, I have been accused of being over emotional by many but something about the rhythm, base & vocals that just heightened my senses to a whole new level.
When Slutboy finally arrived, I part of me was overjoyed. I know all too well the value of a good friend who shares a passion. At times like these do have to remind myself that there is no need to obsess about such things and just enjoy the time.
Scoff if you must, but I felt as if I was performing the joyous interpretive dance of everything that was ever wrong with my life. Sad yet happy? Is that even possible?
Freedom from,
Sorrow like there is no tomorrow from a time long gone,
Rejection from a lover of which I almost didn’t recover,
Physical attraction for man just discovered,
Hunger for a human touch,
Fear of the unknown future,
Guilt & anger stemming from unfulfilled promises,
Unwanted neediness & obsessive compulsiveness…
They all bled from my aura & yet I was totally elated. I really don’t know if anyone feels the way I feel when I dance intoxicated as I really don’t know how to describe the feeling to others. How do you describe what happens after a few beers to someone who has never had alcohol? Harder yet, how do you describe emo-trance to someone who has never listen to any trance tracks before? Combine the two in a twisted mind & you have me at my pinnacle of peace. Sad, happy & now peaceful? The fucker’s nuts!
When Markus Schulz played tracks like ‘Without You Near’ and ‘In Your Loving Arms’, OMGoat my mild melted & I was dancing 5 inches above the floor! I’d love to tell you that you will simply love the music. But the relationship I and my feelings have with the music is a personal one. My best advice is to listen to the tracks yourself. I don’t guarantee it will do anything for you, but you would be a bit closer to my heart. Does any of this make sense to you?
Is it wise to say
While the other's waiting
She's contemplating you
Another passes by the door
Any other day, you just look Around and
All you see is gone
All you see is gone
Markus Schulz ft Departure~ Without You Near
Labels: disco drama, drunkeness, iconic djs, the why of AJ
posted by AJ @ 10:35 PM
3 Comments:
Somehow I did try some of Markus Schulz's tracks but it didn't appeal to be in a very big way, perhaps I didn't pay enough attention or then again I am more of a house person.
hei heard that track n its great. love ur taste in music but i notice u actually listen to the lyrics even for trance music lol somehow i dont bother no matter how good the track is
thompsonboy, i have to say its fairly an interesting niche that not everyone likes, but the stuff i really like.
k, well there are some really great tracks without vocals but i'm not sure how to use it in my posts without sounding silly! imagine Blue Fear~ Tieu tieuuuuuu teeeing dang dand dud dud swang...
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