Why Oh Why AJ?

I’m not always perky, chirpy & nice. Sometimes I wonder why I am so dark, broody & twisty inside. Why I sulk & why it takes so much to make me happy. Then during some work I came across this:-

Your future is created by what you do today, not tomorrow

Which makes pretty good sense, especially when this is considered:-

To worry about tomorrow is to be unhappy today

Ah well, knowing is supposedly half the battle. But then again, wondering about worry just adds to the worry & makes it worst when you wonder the next time. But laughing at myself does make what ever there is spinning in my head better.