seven shades of grey, each just as brilliant & bright as the next

Its late at night & I should be in bed. There's work tomorrow!
"Fucking slacker"

Its Halloween & I should be all excited & shit. But I'm only semi-excited.
"Jaded queen"

Spent a relaxing evening in the company of wonderful friends. But I still feel empty.
"Demading bitch"

I don't feel particularly happy being single, nor do I think I want to be a double. Want to slut but not at the same time.
"Indecisive whore"

My life seems to be stagnating & I can't seem pull myself out of that rut. And even if I am progressing, I do not feel it.
"Confused princess"

Somedays, no matter how the day went, you feel lost in a sea of a thousand faces. No matter how many conquests you made, or how well you do your job, you can't help but doubt yourself & the life you have chosen. Everything just seems like another shade of grey. You go to bed, hoping that tomorrow will be better. I choose to make it better.
"Hopeless romantic"

Off to bed to toss & turn. Just because I'm tired doesn't mean I will get rest.
"Sleepless dumbass"