Untrue Calling

"Hello?"

"Hi, sorry for not answering your call just now. Just had a long day at work."

"Hey, its ok.Anyways, how is your surveying going?"

"..."

"The reason I called is to see if you can return the other day's favour and help me with my survey...."

"Sure, when?"

"Tomorrow good, say 9-ish?"

"Okay, I'll call you then."

"Wanna come out join me & goat for dinner?"

"Tell you what, I'll call you in a while..."

"Its okay, I've herd that all before..."

Not to b*tch but I seriously have herd that "i'll call you right back" line far too often. They never do call back. I never believe it when someone says they will call me back. I'm not sure if its because I'm such a colourful person or if that they are afraid of confrontation.

The only problem is when someone else says it & truly means it, I totally discount it, missing out opportunities. I may have even missed an opportunity to get to know Mellon Boy better. He is one of Wjee's extra cute & blur friends. Oh yeah, fucking hot bod & skin the colour of toufu (yes we orientals believe toufu is all good).

Whatever. I just know I can't depend on anyone anymore. Ok well, maybe I forgot myself. I sort of can depend on myself... Right?

You have become
What you have always been
Life figuring out
Rephrase your vision

No words I can speak
A path should been chosen
All trembling track
She lead us back and here
the guts are

Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
You gotta believe that
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again

Deep within me
Turn all the secret stones
Voice of fields
Breathing when love holds
Still no word we can speak
A path should been chosen
But all trembling track
She lead us back and here
the guts are

Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
You gotta believe that
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again

Tiesto ~ Love Comes Again