Tuesday, November 01, 2005

AJ enigma geared 8 days

Yes I'm back to update, and not a moment too soon. There are too many thoughts & stories clouding my mine. I really need to get rid of them so that I can enjoy whats left of my holiday. After a long work week & classes, followed by all the other stuff, I had to go visit my father in my home town. Thats right, HAD TO! As much I hate being near his bitch, I owed him a visit & I had other junk that needed to be taken care off.

During the trip, I met old friends & caught up with family. My father even held a deepavali barbeque, even tho he was formerly taoist, then freethinker turned muslim turned christian. But the true delight of my trip is the bottles of jam tarts made by my Malay aunt so that I can share them with my sister & mother. Yeap, I'm of mostly chinese background but my father and uncles have married graciously so we could enjoy all sorts of religious celebration. Any reason for a party is a good reason, right?

Err, actually there has been more to my week than whats up there. That will be sort of the shortened sensored version I will feed most of my friends & workmates, just because I rather not talk about things that are bothering me so they will leave me alone. Not that I'm antisocial, but I cant stand pointless banter with others. I will attempt to post all my worries & cares away, so my mind can start fresh again.



That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.

Enigma ~ Return To Innocence