Looking Back (And Grinning)

It has been about a year since my traumatic “over msn messenger” break up. Don’t worry I’m not about to bitch about how men are the scum of the earth or how haplessly helpless I am. But rather I’m proud to have come out on top of the whole fucked up situation.

Shit happens. It does, like it or not. But more importantly is how we deal with the shit. If life gives you shit, make shit-ade (seems you can’t substitute lemons with shit after all).

Initially there was an additional tale of how being single rawks, but yeah, if you read my blog, you know that already, so I deleted it. Just like how I deleted him from my life. Let’s just say damaged or not, I’ve managed to come out on top. No insensitive bastard can take that away from me. Ever.

Can you spot the hidden lyrics in the meaning?

To the left
to the left

to the left
to the left

mmm to the left, to the left
everything you own in the box to the left
in the closet, that's my stuff
yes if i bought it please don't touch

and keep talkin' that mess, that's fine
but could you walk and talk at the same time?
and it's my name that's on that Jag
so remove you're bags, let me call you a cab

standin' in the front yard
tellin' me how i'm such a fool
talkin' bout how i'll never ever find a man like you
you got me twisted

you must not know 'bout me, you must not know 'bout me
i could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute
baby

you must not know 'bout me, you must not know 'bout me
i can have another you by tomorrow
so don't you ever for a second get to thinking
you're irreplaceable

so go ahead and get gone
and call up that chick and see if she's home
oops, i bet you thought that i didn't know
what did you think i was puttin' you out for?

because you was untrue
rollin' her around in the car that i bought you
baby drop them keys
hurry up, before your taxi leaves

standin' in the front yard
tellin' me how i'm such a fool
talkin' bout how i'll never ever find a man like you
you got me twisted

you must not know 'bout me, you must not know 'bout me
i could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute
baby

you must not know 'bout me, you must not know 'bout me
i will have another you by tomorrow
so don't you ever for a second get to thinking
you're irreplaceable

so since im not your everything
how about i'll be nothing
nothing at all to you

baby i wont shed a tear for you
i won't lose a wink of sleep
cos' the truth of the matter is
replacing you is so easy

to the left
to the left
to the left
to the left

mmm to the left to the left
everything you own is to the left
to the left to the left
don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

AJ ft Beyonce ~ Irreplacable