AJ Turns 25 Again....

Ahhem... Happy Birthday To ME ME ME ME ME ME!!!

It looks like a good day. Work mates buying me Japanese lunch & my goat friend is coming over with soupy noodles & a strawberry sundae. Sure my initial plan involved eating a whole baked cheese cake by myself but its not gonna happen with my nose oozing like a teenage lesbian in the girls locker room, my throat more worn than my ass after cycling & my coughs more vivid & more frequent than my dirty thoughts of naked men.

Yeap, i'm sick. But I do hope to be better in time for Saturday's Tiesto Rave! Because if I'm not, I'm going there sick anyway!

Its ridiculous that I can fall sick! Everyday, I eat a whole host of health supplements (either given to me by my employers or bought with my employee discount) that are supposed to keep me strong and healthy! Baaah! I say! Baah!
The list goes something like:~

5 Wheat Grass Tablets
2 Vitamin C tablets
2 Probiotic Bacteria Capsules
1 Spirulina + Other Blue Green Algae Capsule
1 Detoxifying Herbs Capsule
1 Male Horniness Enhancing Herbs Capsule
1 Anti Cholesterol Herbs Capsule
1 Halibut Liver Oil Softgel
1 Vitamin E Softgel
1/2 Super Mega Extra Strong Multi Vitamin & Mineral Tablet

And still here I am, in the office, with used tissues overflowing the waste basket. Dammit! On other days I dont mind falling sick but not today! Not my birthday! And not during the week of the rave! Oh well, atleast I get to be grouchy & needy. And since I can't be prosecuted today, let me just say I broke my sex sabatical about 3 weeks ago. Yeah those male horniness enhancing herbs were effective.

You can travel the world
But you can't run away
From the person you are in your heart
You can be who you want to be
Make us believe in you
Keep all your light in the dark
If you're searchin for truth
You must look in the mirror
And make sense of what you can see
Just be
Just be

They say learning to love yourself
Is the first step
That you take when you want to be real
Flying on planes to exotic locations
Won't teach you
How you really feel
Face up to the fact
That you are who you are
Nothing can change that belief
Just be
Just be

'cause now I know
It's not so far
To where I go
The hardest part
Is inside me
I need
To just be
Just be

Just be
Just be
Just be

I was lost
And I'm still lost
But I feel so much better

'cause now I know
It's not so far
To were I go
The hardest part
Is inside me
I need
To just be
Just be

Tiesto ~ Just Be