I’m like a Kakapo~ Too Cool For Love

All my life I hear people calling me a 'rare species'… Totally agree! I don’t feel like or want to be like anyone else. I want to be my own person doing what makes me feel best.

The thing is, like that giant furry flightless parrot in New Zealand~ the Kakapo , I can scream at the top of my lungs & it doesn’t matter. I willl more likely attract exotic predators than suitable mates. Instinctive & built for the kill, the predators will most likely rip my pretty green feathers, devour poor little nocturnal me & leave my remains for the vultures.

Either that or all this time being alone has turn me cold. If time can shift deserts, crumble mountains & to a lesser extent turn milk into cheese, imagine what it does to one’s heart…

And one’s mind…

(I like comparing myself to animate objects too)

If I said I mean the world to you
would you try to call me honey
I always thought I knew
I always thought I knew
I was a part of you but now I know
no, I don't wanna be

I always thought I knew the pureness of your love
everytime you call me honey
but now the words you choose won't ever be enough
'cause what they mean will only hurt me
'cause I don't wanna hear it this time
I don't wanna feel it this time

I don't wanna be your baby this time
I don't wanna feel this heartache
I don't wanna be your honey this time
I just wanna feel your heart on my side
no, I don't wanna be...

if I whisper words you haven't heard before
would you read my lips and help them
if I said that I'm a stranger to your world
would you treat me like your best friend
could you ever show it this time
I really wanna know it this time

'cause I don't wanna be your baby this time
I don't wanna feel this heartache
I don't wanna be your honey this time
I just wanna feel your heart on my side

if I said that I will re-invent myself
if I told you yesterday I was somebody else, well
would you listen to me
would you let me...

'cause I don't wanna be your baby this time
I don't wanna feel this heartache
I don't wanna be your honey this time
I just wanna feel your heart on my side

Tiesto ~ Honey (Chicane Mix)